Reveries in the Field
Evening sky. Cricket song.
Starlight the exhale.
We shower the deer with rose
petals from our garden.
Deer whose eyes have heaven at the ready.
A rose bloom of starlight the exhale.
The crickets garden
heaven like internal wounds.
Into the rose the deer.
The exhale.
I cradle what is sleeping what is
dying alone in the road under the bridge.
Black eyes staring memories far of roses.
Internal evening wounds the exhale.
What I cradle showers
blessings down my leg.
Garden of deer in the blood screen.
Starlight the exhale.
Rest now—
we’re off to the garden.
River of stars. Luminous artery.
Forest the inhale.
In the center
an absence of fawn.
Midnight cathedral. Underwater music.
A starlight rose rivers the inhale.
In the forest
a lark, a deer.
The shape of their mothering. Coiling.
The inhale.
I fed you the garden
& where have you gone?
Early summer fog. Particles in the dream.
Lark song forest carries the inhale.
The moss will memory
the mother with fawn.
Moss memory. Stumbling fawn.
Forest the inhale.
The deer undress the roses
in the moonlight.
Deer mouths full of violets.
Nocturne the exhale.
A constellation drifts
through the forest.
Honeysuckle nebula. Spectral cinema.
Ambulating dream of nocturne the exhale.
They make their way
to the moonlit lake.
The deer in ambulation, a violet nebula.
The exhale.
The moon lakes the
dream to the deer.
The violets, their mouths full of moths.
Mothmouths violet the exhale.
The deer transcribe the
dream back to the lake.
Lake mouth full of moon.
Nocturne the exhale.
The deer fall asleep
in the violets.
In the middle of the field, a door.
Meadow the inhale.
Reverie the deer
into further spheres.
Starlight polyrhythm. Violet transfixation.
Vibrant portal of meadow the inhale.
Enter the summer of
hydrangeas eternal.
Quantum meadow. Polyvalence.
The inhale.
Without deer,
the meadow slows.
Out of the field the deer.
Starlight river violets the inhale.
The deer in modulation
through the anti-field.
Quantum flux. Hydrangeas ephemeral.
Meadow the inhale.
There was never a deer
who didn’t return.
Elijah Guerra (they/them) is the author of the chapbook Feral Ecology (Bottlecap Press 2024). They are a finalist for Gasher's 2023 Bennett Nieberg Transpoetic Broadside Prize and a finalist for the 2024 Tennessee Williams & New Orleans Literary Festival Poetry Contest. Their poems are featured or forthcoming in ballast, DREGINALD, Fourteen Hills, Permafrost, and TAGVVERK. You can find them on Instagram @deercrossingthesea and online at elijahguerra.com