FELLOW FEELING
The headlines crash through the window, staining
the scrubbed. Want to see my indignation?
This is how I bury my complicity. My face
is all pixel and hum – a plea typed or else
fermented on a screen without a cord
or keyboard. Traverse the bones in a human
finger, count the likes between my near to guttural
trachea / my performative electrons. A number
is not the measure of the dead but the lapse
between the dead and the living, the bombed
and the bombing. Who counts and how
does the counting who? So the silicon
undresses itself and hovers. So the sky
radiates with the coldest prayer. Sand
heaves in the mind where underneath
proliferates a rancid empire. Opaqueness
sees what a mirror stares through. Spit and dirt
is softer than the news when it soaks up
human missingness called citizens of because.
Tomorrow, I will wake up next to an elsewhere
who tossed and turned all night. I will burn
from within a body I do not know.
The voice inside the radiator,
the testimony, writ backwards on my skin.
Brent Armendinger is the author of Street Gloss (The Operating System, 2019) and The Ghost in Us Was Multiplying (Noemi Press, 2015), both of which were finalists for the California Book Award in Poetry. Brent’s poems and translations have recently appeared in Anomaly, Asymptote, Bennington Review, Conjunctions, The Georgia Review, Ghost Proposal, Green Mountain Review, Interim, and Tinfish. He has been awarded residencies and fellowships at Mineral School, Blue Mountain Center, Headlands Center for the Arts, Willapa Bay AIR, and the Community of Writers. Brent teaches creative writing at Pitzer College and lives in Los Angeles.