Drive Thru

They must have known
when we said fish to the taco shop
megaphone ear, what we meant
was beans, because nothing
with a face has to die
in idle between hunger, menu,
order and window, a bag passed on
with That’s Life printed on it.

The sprout of a plan for winter’s
arrival pushes through edible roots.

Your mother has career advice: There is
a lot of money in the death business.

Then spring is fixing the nitrogen,
how my spouse wants to weave
sticks to a web, a trellis
for stalks to climb, for kids,
those eventual children
to hide inside. We’ll pretend
not to see them, and they
will forget the game

when a ladybug lands on a hand
and is held so as not to get crushed.


Adam Deutsch is the author of a full-length collection, Every Transmission, forthcoming from Fernwood Press in 2023. He has work recently in Poetry International, Thrush, Juked, AMP Magazine, Ping Pong, and Typo, and has a chapbook called Carry On (Elegies). He teaches in the English Department at Grossmont College and is the publisher of Cooper Dillon Books. He lives with his spouse and child in San Diego, CA. His work can also be found at AdamDeutsch.com